final chapter

Dropping by just to share a little bits and pieces of me.

Currently in my final chapter of my Masters. Exam is in just two weeks. not really prepared, but heading there. it's not easy to focus on revisions when all my moods are on packing for home. I am still in disbelief that I'm almost done here. Masyallah time flies. Hope everything goes well and smoothly for me and friends. Doakan!

Oh! As far as how eager I am to go home, I'm just not ready to be bombard with question(s) when I get back. For example:

1. "So what are you going to do next?"

2. "Haaa kerja mane nanti?"

3. "Kenapa kurus sangat ni? tak makan ke?"

4. "Bila nak kahwin ni? you're not getting any younger"

Well, if you happen to read my blog, please please start a conversation with me NOT with the above questions! Thank you!

sakit rumah

i am officially homesick! it comes to a point where i cry. sometimes sulk. yes, to that extend. no, i'm not hormonal. or exam is just killing me.

coming soon

i've been skipping class for two days. no one seems to know except my housemates. it is just a way i "mogok" about my previous test which contributes 50% for my final exam. i think i might fail. hence, the wholde day crying and seeking attention like a drama queen. i'm all better now. not sure if i would attend tomorrow's class. we'll see.

the may exam's timetable is out! you know when it's out, it's coming real soon. scared but still lazy. i need to do something with this behaviour. extremely too lazy!

memory lane

I went down memory lane and found this. 

yeah believe it. nearly three years ago, this was you. and still is but not most time. people say don't expect too much and i'm not (hopefully). i just wish this long distance will work. if only two people feel the same thing i guess it wont be a problem. i'm hoping for the best. 

telling you i miss you does not seems to work anymore. showing it makes it even worse. i am very hormonal. i hate it. 

one day

someday if i gave up, it's not because i choose to. it's because i tried but failed.

first

started my new year by traveling to Spain with my monkeys! it was awesome! always have the heart for Barcelona. and my dream actually came true when i step foot at NouCamp. Eventhough there is no chance of meeting Fabregas or Messi, i actually got to be where they usually be. you might not understanding the feeling but it actually felt surreal to be there. so i can cross-out Barcelona, Valencia and Madrid on places i want to visit. 

To be honest, Rome is still the best place i visited so far! i fell in love with the city in an instance! there's something about Rome that just captivates me. 

But all of this can't fight the Holy place, Mecca. hopefully, i could go there again. this time i wish to go there with my husband (once i'm married). inshallah

by the way, class starts tomorrow! who would have thought that a month of break is over. time flies! still in disbelief that a month is over. just three months of class. then a month break, final starts! yeah that shit is coming. then i have another exam in August. like i said, time flies. i'll be coming home soon than expected! oh my! i just can't wait to get this done. 

a come back

i've said my goodbye. and now i'm here. my dusty and abandoned blog. the urge to write is always there, in my mind, the action to do it is always zero. this would be the final entry for 2012. or maybe the only entry for 2012. i can't remember the last time i'm here.

before we bid our goodbyes to 2012, lets just be thankful that we fought through it. a whole freaking year. which i felt like it was only months.

it seems like yesterday i was in the movies with Eman when the clock strikes 12 on 1/1/2012.
it seems like yesterday i sat for my first year final exams.
it seems like yesterday Aliff turns one.
it seems like yesterday i went to Rome and Milan with my friends.
it seems like yesterday i came home for my summer break.
it seems like yesterday i went on an impromptu trip to Penang with Eman.
it seems like yesterday for the first time i went to Cameron Highlands.
it seems like yesterday i got my exam results.
it seems like yesterday i went to Krabi with Eman, Ika and her sister.
it seems like yesterday i came home for Hari Raya.
it seems like yesterday i went on vacation with my family at Sepang Palm Tree Resort.
it seems like yesterday i turn 25.
it seems like yesterday i had to come back to Canterbury to start my new term.
Everything seems like yesterday. the memories. the best of it, i kept it in my heart. i treasure it. the bitter part of it, hmm i dont forget them. i just remind myself that rainbows don't appear always. you just got to take a little bumpy ride sometimes.

everyone hopes for a better year. so do i. it is my final year. the finale. the eagerness to complete this masters program is beyond my imagination. it's not that i don't like it here. i love it. it's just that home is always the best place to be. as i would say, it's heaven on earth!

so 2013, i'm waiting for you. make it my best year ever! cheers to that!

oh and 2013, it will be our 3 years together. the person whom i had a crush on when i was 13 and now he is still my crush, just that we have the same feelings. he could be the one that completes me in every way. we'll see. Du'a the best for us! staying strong here!